i'd say im doing pretty gruesome

hello imaginary followers, welcome to yet another wonderful blog by me!
too much? i thought so too. so this is my official countdown till christmas, 4 more days left!
i'd say im pretty excited, can you tell? so with that said im pretty excited for christmas this year,
mostly cuz i actually bought presents...XD
also an issue, how do you get followers, cuz i have none. at. all.
i'd say my blod is doing pretty bad at the moment, but i guess im the one to blame

im just stumped, i used to be such a good writer, i dont know wat happened?

im so glad im finally pleased

i have finally found refuge in the darkness of my heart, i finally have something to be happy about, and it makes me smile, no matter how hard i try im not going to let this feeling go

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i am happy and im glad, being sad all the time is no fun especially when you have to pretend everything in your life is wonderful. i finally have a boyfriend after patiently waiting i finally got asked. im really excited about it because he seems like he's going to be a good boy friend and it helps me take my mind off another person... and your probably wondering why blog about something so presonal?

1. i dont actually know anybody on this website

2. im already pretty the same here as i am in person so why not?

and 3. i figure by the time i get actual followers, and stop talking to imaginary people, this post will be far in the blog archive, unless your one of those people who likes to read old posts, then you are welcome to i guess, i myself perfer to read new posts, saves time. either way im glad i don't have to pretend anymore.it makes life a whole lot easier

                                                                                                                     

Update

so it's friday night, and i have no plans..... as usual XD, but tomorrow is my science fair and then a party a some guy's house. i'm glad too i really didnt want to be with my family i love them to death, but of course they also annoy me to death too. Im also really excited for next friday, because we get off for christmas break and the next day is my friend's quincenera, i dont know how to spell it...

i am also dreading next tuesday though, because we're doing a gift exchange, and i got two boys who i have absolutely no idea how to shop for.... any suggestions? picture is by some animator, who evidently also has a blogspot....

feeling much better

just went for a run, it was really......... mind-clearing
i've been having some problems with facebook,
one status said my heart was breaking.... probably shouldn't have put that( even though it kinda is)
now i got people asking me if im fine and i probably now have a rep as the emotional basket case
but that run helped, hopefully i can pull my shit together and finally be happy for a while...

'Tis the Season to be Jolly

so i realized i haven't blogged in quite a while, my apologies
but i just try out facebook and i must say im addicted, its the best thing
ever
but of course im going to start blogging again, i miss it
and with all the seasons, christmas, new years v-day i have a lot to blog about
so there is no excuse not
i've also been thinking of posting some drawings every now and then, just for the fun of it

so hopefully i'll be able to keep my promise... your first piece of great art by yours truely, enjoy XD

Red Lips

testing some makeup i have'nt worn in a while, and watching a very interesting documentary on marijuana....

school girls in the yard

hello hello, life at school never gets any easier
grades seem tho be the least of my problems

also we finished the outsiders, lemme just say if you haven't read it, you should, its one of the best books.

i have so many others its hard to count also i've noticed that this is a very conserved blogging website

its kinda weird,    im used to abnormal

good times all gone now

just talked to a friend i haven't talked to in a while
it always makes me sad when the conversation has to end
especially when you haven't seen that person in 5 months....
and even more good news 0_o my friend that i've known since i been in diapers is moving to
G e r m a n y...........germany
life isn't fair, and i dont know what i expect from it, to complete my every wish?
i guess i do because im still getting hurt a lot
im sorry if i bore you (again) with my babbling/rambling
just blame my brain, it's the one thats screwed up ^-^
some music for the sole

sorry for bad quality, not my account!

Love is just another word i never learned to say

i always wish things would go my way and just once someone would like me

ever feel that way?

Live Life Loud

so in case you didn't know im completely outspoken
but you probably wouldn't because im new here and im pretty sure no one actually knows my that well except my friends :/
it's in my profile too, i don't know what told me to write it, but for some reason i did.
so now i have a blog and profile for the world to see...
pretty interesting considering i used to be a very private person.
i realize i ramble a considerable amount ( hence my blog title)
i know some people like long posts to read, but some like it short
so i'll try not to bore you to death, it'll mostly be pics anyways
i guess this is the end of blog number two so goodbye





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welcome

welcome to my blog
get inside my head, read my thoughts
see my life
so a little about me
i like blogging, drawing, reading and photography
my personality? i can be mean, rude and totally outgoing
but im usually mellow and don't like drama.
i'd appriciate comments, but nothing rude or nasty... please
it just ruins my day when i see something like that
i did have another blog on a website called piczo, i know a lot of piczo users have blogspot
so you may know as veinsofmyworld
so if you see the same pictures or same typr of writing, it's the same persone
well i hope you can enjoy and follow





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