i'd say im doing pretty gruesome

hello imaginary followers, welcome to yet another wonderful blog by me!
too much? i thought so too. so this is my official countdown till christmas, 4 more days left!
i'd say im pretty excited, can you tell? so with that said im pretty excited for christmas this year,
mostly cuz i actually bought presents...XD
also an issue, how do you get followers, cuz i have none. at. all.
i'd say my blod is doing pretty bad at the moment, but i guess im the one to blame

im just stumped, i used to be such a good writer, i dont know wat happened?

im so glad im finally pleased

i have finally found refuge in the darkness of my heart, i finally have something to be happy about, and it makes me smile, no matter how hard i try im not going to let this feeling go

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i am happy and im glad, being sad all the time is no fun especially when you have to pretend everything in your life is wonderful. i finally have a boyfriend after patiently waiting i finally got asked. im really excited about it because he seems like he's going to be a good boy friend and it helps me take my mind off another person... and your probably wondering why blog about something so presonal?

1. i dont actually know anybody on this website

2. im already pretty the same here as i am in person so why not?

and 3. i figure by the time i get actual followers, and stop talking to imaginary people, this post will be far in the blog archive, unless your one of those people who likes to read old posts, then you are welcome to i guess, i myself perfer to read new posts, saves time. either way im glad i don't have to pretend anymore.it makes life a whole lot easier

                                                                                                                     

Update

so it's friday night, and i have no plans..... as usual XD, but tomorrow is my science fair and then a party a some guy's house. i'm glad too i really didnt want to be with my family i love them to death, but of course they also annoy me to death too. Im also really excited for next friday, because we get off for christmas break and the next day is my friend's quincenera, i dont know how to spell it...

i am also dreading next tuesday though, because we're doing a gift exchange, and i got two boys who i have absolutely no idea how to shop for.... any suggestions? picture is by some animator, who evidently also has a blogspot....

feeling much better

just went for a run, it was really......... mind-clearing
i've been having some problems with facebook,
one status said my heart was breaking.... probably shouldn't have put that( even though it kinda is)
now i got people asking me if im fine and i probably now have a rep as the emotional basket case
but that run helped, hopefully i can pull my shit together and finally be happy for a while...

'Tis the Season to be Jolly

so i realized i haven't blogged in quite a while, my apologies
but i just try out facebook and i must say im addicted, its the best thing
ever
but of course im going to start blogging again, i miss it
and with all the seasons, christmas, new years v-day i have a lot to blog about
so there is no excuse not
i've also been thinking of posting some drawings every now and then, just for the fun of it

so hopefully i'll be able to keep my promise... your first piece of great art by yours truely, enjoy XD