Just got back from Turkish folk dance practice I've been doing a lot, but it gas to be perfect. We're gonna preform on the 27 yikes I'm not sure if I'm ready but that's what practice is for right? Then were going out of town on the 4 for eliminations in Austin. This actually kinda sucks becuz then well miss my friend isaiah's p.p.p.p.p.p. Peter piper pizza party palooaza pandimoneum, that's six p's count them darlings. :)anyways it's his birthday party even though his real birthday is in july and I don't want to miss it. School has been good but I'm getting in more and more trouble with the teachers becuz of my freakish behavior. Anyways wish me luck at practice and my performances and I'll try to get some pictures. That's it for now lovelies.

Something I've been meaning to say

I look in the mirror and I don't like what I see
They may say I'm pretty, but I know better
I know beauty is only skin deep, and it's what is on the inside that counts
They say I wish I had your hair, your body, your eyes
But what they don't realize is that on the inside I feel like I'm breaking
I may have the looks, I may have the brains, I may be the one you turn to,
But inside I'm afraid, of so many things, I can't even count
Whether it be what the future holds for me or how I'll get through the day
All of these fears eating me alive, I just want to scream
I've been misinterpreted for so long, it's time you know
That I'm not perfect I have faults and flaws I just wish i could share them all
Someday maybe I will then I'll be free, maybe I'll learn to be me

Good day, seems it could be the first

So today was really good
I joined Turkish folk dance aty school of course it's challenging but fun
And I got follower, so someone heard my plea I'm really happy thank you
It's only one person but it builds up fast right?
Tomorrow I hope I have more to tell, my life isn't all that exciting
Either way I'll be posting, maybe a poem I wrote
And sorry but no pic today :/ maybe tomorrow

im glad my hearts still beating but im fading fast

so things are wonderful, life is just wonderful( please note my sarcasm)
but really things are good, its a new year and i hope i can keep them that way.
also its gonna be a short post with no pic.
since i got my ipod touch for christmas, my laptop has become obsolete
almost antedeluvian if you will... so it hasnt seen its friend the charger in a while....
but i promise ill post later, and i have a poem i want to share. with my imaginary friends... :)
also each day i find im becoming crazier and crazier, saturday i made a kid cry :/ not good
i think im going to have behave myself for a while a numb down my friends and teachers deserve more from me.
anyways its about that time for a charge... hope i get some followers soon


yours truly