Just got back from Turkish folk dance practice I've been doing a lot, but it gas to be perfect. We're gonna preform on the 27 yikes I'm not sure if I'm ready but that's what practice is for right? Then were going out of town on the 4 for eliminations in Austin. This actually kinda sucks becuz then well miss my friend isaiah's p.p.p.p.p.p. Peter piper pizza party palooaza pandimoneum, that's six p's count them darlings. :)anyways it's his birthday party even though his real birthday is in july and I don't want to miss it. School has been good but I'm getting in more and more trouble with the teachers becuz of my freakish behavior. Anyways wish me luck at practice and my performances and I'll try to get some pictures. That's it for now lovelies.

Something I've been meaning to say

I look in the mirror and I don't like what I see
They may say I'm pretty, but I know better
I know beauty is only skin deep, and it's what is on the inside that counts
They say I wish I had your hair, your body, your eyes
But what they don't realize is that on the inside I feel like I'm breaking
I may have the looks, I may have the brains, I may be the one you turn to,
But inside I'm afraid, of so many things, I can't even count
Whether it be what the future holds for me or how I'll get through the day
All of these fears eating me alive, I just want to scream
I've been misinterpreted for so long, it's time you know
That I'm not perfect I have faults and flaws I just wish i could share them all
Someday maybe I will then I'll be free, maybe I'll learn to be me

Good day, seems it could be the first

So today was really good
I joined Turkish folk dance aty school of course it's challenging but fun
And I got follower, so someone heard my plea I'm really happy thank you
It's only one person but it builds up fast right?
Tomorrow I hope I have more to tell, my life isn't all that exciting
Either way I'll be posting, maybe a poem I wrote
And sorry but no pic today :/ maybe tomorrow

im glad my hearts still beating but im fading fast

so things are wonderful, life is just wonderful( please note my sarcasm)
but really things are good, its a new year and i hope i can keep them that way.
also its gonna be a short post with no pic.
since i got my ipod touch for christmas, my laptop has become obsolete
almost antedeluvian if you will... so it hasnt seen its friend the charger in a while....
but i promise ill post later, and i have a poem i want to share. with my imaginary friends... :)
also each day i find im becoming crazier and crazier, saturday i made a kid cry :/ not good
i think im going to have behave myself for a while a numb down my friends and teachers deserve more from me.
anyways its about that time for a charge... hope i get some followers soon


yours truly

i'd say im doing pretty gruesome

hello imaginary followers, welcome to yet another wonderful blog by me!
too much? i thought so too. so this is my official countdown till christmas, 4 more days left!
i'd say im pretty excited, can you tell? so with that said im pretty excited for christmas this year,
mostly cuz i actually bought presents...XD
also an issue, how do you get followers, cuz i have none. at. all.
i'd say my blod is doing pretty bad at the moment, but i guess im the one to blame

im just stumped, i used to be such a good writer, i dont know wat happened?

im so glad im finally pleased

i have finally found refuge in the darkness of my heart, i finally have something to be happy about, and it makes me smile, no matter how hard i try im not going to let this feeling go

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i am happy and im glad, being sad all the time is no fun especially when you have to pretend everything in your life is wonderful. i finally have a boyfriend after patiently waiting i finally got asked. im really excited about it because he seems like he's going to be a good boy friend and it helps me take my mind off another person... and your probably wondering why blog about something so presonal?

1. i dont actually know anybody on this website

2. im already pretty the same here as i am in person so why not?

and 3. i figure by the time i get actual followers, and stop talking to imaginary people, this post will be far in the blog archive, unless your one of those people who likes to read old posts, then you are welcome to i guess, i myself perfer to read new posts, saves time. either way im glad i don't have to pretend anymore.it makes life a whole lot easier

                                                                                                                     

Update

so it's friday night, and i have no plans..... as usual XD, but tomorrow is my science fair and then a party a some guy's house. i'm glad too i really didnt want to be with my family i love them to death, but of course they also annoy me to death too. Im also really excited for next friday, because we get off for christmas break and the next day is my friend's quincenera, i dont know how to spell it...

i am also dreading next tuesday though, because we're doing a gift exchange, and i got two boys who i have absolutely no idea how to shop for.... any suggestions? picture is by some animator, who evidently also has a blogspot....